Tuesday, April 19, 2005

flat top vampire

oh, what strange turn of events!

time is going fast.

these last couple weeks have caused me to exclaim, on more than one occasin, that life is good.

life is good only when one good day has been cushioned by at least 3 good days on both sides. this means 'life is good' is equal to one week of goodness. that may not even be true. perhaps it is one great day cushioned by 4 on each side. that would mean 'life is good' is equal to 8 days of goodness plus one day of greatness.

although exhausted, it has been worth it. i have had those little moments where i realize that all is not lost and that i am a much more interesting and smarter person than i was two years ago. that some of my fears have been quelled. that some of them have only escalated but due to good reason.

i stood outside through the beginning and the end of a thunderstorm. i can't pretend i'm one of those carefree people who like to splosh and run through the rain and who love thunderstorms - because the truth is i dislike rain and am scared of thunderstorms. but that night, i was one of the living. i prefer minnesota weather. it is alive all the time - constantly changing. i wish to be more like it.

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