i had to take down all my postcards because of dashiell

Today I cried about 5 times. Including during the American Idol finale. This is retarded.

I hate not having a job. Or rather, I just really want one. I mean, of course, I have internships at the Soap and the Walker, but it's just not enough, is it?

albums that when i forget about but then i listen to them and i am like whoa, that is GOOD

albums that when i forget about but then i listen to them and i am like whoa, that is GOOD:

neko case 'blacklisted'
monkey swallows the unvierse 'the bright carvings'
wilco 'yankee hotel foxtrot'
a.c. newman 'the slow wonder'

more when i am like whoa with another album
(i am going through inventory on my ipod)
(also sketching layouts for my website)

titles with 'love' in them

Titles I like with the word 'love' in them:
The History of Love, Nicole Krauss
Of Love and Other Demons, Gabriel Garcia Marquez
Enduring Love, Ian McEwan
On Love, Alain de Botton
What We Talk About When We Talk About Love, Raymond Carver
Love is a Dog From Hell, Poems 1974-1977, Charles Bukowski
I Love You Stinky Face, Lisa McCourt & Syd Moore


Titles I don't like with the word 'love' in them:
Love Walked In, Marisa de los Santos
Love & Lies, Kimberla Lawson Roby
Redeeming Love, Francine Rivers
He Loves Me, He Loves Me Hot, Stephanie Rowe
The Love Season, Elin Hilderbrand
Almost Like Being in Love, Steve Kluger
The People's Act of Love, James Meek
Loves Long Journey (Love Comes Softly), Janette Oke
Loves Enduring Promise (Love Comes Softly), Janette Oke
He Loves Lucy, Susan Donovan
Slaves to Love, Claire Thompson
My love, my love, or the Peasant Girl, Rosa Guy
All For Love, Dan Jacobson
Peony in Love, Lisa See

LOSER:
In the Merde For Love, Stephen Clarke