beable

i want to:

sleep forever with kittens on my body/head/face or near me. do something spontaneous. meet my match. give somebody a playlist i've made for them and watch their face while they listen to it. leave if they don't get it. stay forever if they do. get over it. have some compassion. be 5 out of 7 days a week like that one really good day that happens now only once a week. you know the one where you can do anything. you can make any phone call, no matter how hard. you can walk confidently and feel pretty but not feel leered at. you can be compassionate, confident, funny, and lovable all at the same time. be lovable. be that person you want to be like. the one who's got it but doesn't flaunt it. the person who just is.

but most of all: be able. be able. be able. be able.